Today I didn't feel much like moving. I just lay there, letting things spin around my head, still hung up on a dream. I hated waking. It was pins and needles and butterflies all at once, my breath catching. It was love, I think. I wanted it back. I lay there in boycott. I could've cried.
After showering, I didn't bother dressing. The Chinooks wailed outside. The hairs stood on my wet skin, on the back of my neck.
I left sloppy lipstick kisses on the mirror, the outline of my face, and wiped them away with a towel.
Hours later, in a liquor store parking lot, waiting, Brandy Alexander. Pins and needles and butterflies all at once, my breath catching. Phantom sorrow. Tears for lack.
About Me
- FIERI
- Mad Girl's Love Song -Sylvia Plath I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. (I think I made you up inside my head.) God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade: Exit seraphim and Satan's men: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I fancied you'd return the way you said, But I grow old and I forget your name. (I think I made you up inside my head.) I should have loved a thunderbird instead; At least when spring comes they roar back again. I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. (I think I made you up inside my head.)
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